Dumb Ways to Die

Avatar yg "sell both your kidneys in the internet" itu super lucu

Doh, dumb ways to die, such a cute yet super rude video~

Take It Slow

Sweet!

-Wong Fu Production.

Something shaping

"Apo pulok, cak jagoan nian, apo pasalnyo dek?" "Yaitu sih kesalahan lo sendiri karenan keingintahuan lo rendah" "Bangsat" "Buat apa ruuum, bikin capek hati" "Lah, kan lo ga salah, wajar kalo lo bete" "Udah jelas kan orangnya begitu" "Bodo, yang penting gue kerjain beres lebih dari yang diharapkan, titik" "Jago mooting internasional dia rum" "Semoga tambah dewasa dan jago memilah prioritas dan hidup seimbangnya Mba Aruum" "Salah gue juga chit pake tanya yg udah-udah" "Jir kepikiran gak bisa gue kalo gak tuntas gini" "Diemin aja, terima aja"

The surrounding people has a big chance to shape you. 

That so-called ability no matter what just work it smoothly.

 Be careful. 

You choose.

Obral Amarah

Pernah menyaksikan fenomena obral amarah? Seru. Si pemarah lantang mengumandangkan amarah pada kawanannya, mendeskripsikan detail musabab kemarahan diakhiri dengan kesimpulan dungu. Tiap pojok tiap regu diadu berpendapat, mencari bibir-bibir yang kemudian menyuarakan setuju. Pemarah mendapat kawanan yang setuju, mencibir satu ketidaksempurnaan. Mereka berbahasa satu, bahasa keputusasaan akan ketidakmampuan. Bahasa yang hanya bisa dijelaskan oleh penerjemah dengki. Bahasa yang tidak punya malu atas iri hati. Bahasa yang tidak dapat dicerna oleh manusia setengah malaikat. Namun para dewa aku yakin mengerti. Bahasa yang ganas, berlomba menghakimi, menarik simpulan terlalu dini. Pemikiran mandiri, tidak mau tahu, yang penting bagi mereka begitu. Candu, apabila bertemu. Marah satu, marah semua. Refleksi pendirian murah hasil obral provokasi. Pendirian yang bergantung pada kemana dengki mengalir. Dan kau sebut itu empati? Makan. Telan. Habiskan santapan bengismu itu. Pantas saja jika demikian, ternyata itu konsumsimu di tiap hari. Diberkatilah tatapan-tatapanamu, serdadu. Semoga kau beruntung dengan gaya hidupmu itu. Masih punya malu kau berkaca dengan wajahmu, bibirmu, hatimu? Menawan. Apabila menurutmu begitu. Aku salut atas keberanianmu menantang hari saat kau ditelan bumi nanti.

Companion

This kind of feeling, when you could not be there for him, for just simply being a companion wherever he would go, when he's not feeling really well

There, you got her. Because for her, in sequel, it's all about being a companion. So they're now in the middle of companion in the making phase. Companion is, a friend or acquaintance you associate yourself with — Wikipedia. An accompanying partner. Companion. Still so far. How far? More than 500kms away. But look what they're doing, passing through these kind of life in distance? Antiquity. While other in enjoying the days they spend together, and one of them cruelly asked her, "Hi, distanced lover, what are you doing?"All she can say: "I'm doing great saving the best for the greatest best." And then she walks, keep going through passing all the temptations. Going and keep going.

Ps: Tetap semangat, semoga cepat sehat. Rasanya ingin gantiin kamu in charge besok, biar kamu bisa istirahat. Hf.

Librarians in Libra on Libra's

These are some picture of The Librarians indoor activities:

Reaffirmed plans

“Basically, as long as all of you [investors] have the commitment to make investments that are pro-growth, pro-jobs, pro-poor and pro-environment, we will accept you with open arms,” he said. “If you are against that then please just be tourists here.” - Energy and Mineral Resources Minister Republic of Indonesia, Jero Wacik.

Read here.

It's not like what you see in the pictures

sad.

just sad.

so sad.

like so bad.

A gift.

For me believing God is here with me; accompany me wherever I am, bless me all the way I am, hear me all the things I beg, grow me the sheds I spread, they are such a gift to me. Thank you Jesus, thank you, Ibu.

Ada something, something strong, di Gereja Ganjuran

Fat me. Tapi selalu suka ke gereja Ganjuran. Menyenangkan! Ada sesuatu gitu, rasanya mengikat dan hangat melekat hingga erat, halah. Kemarin sore ke Gereja Ganjuran dan terjebak di Misa Sabtu Sore yang berbahasa Jawa. Ngehehehehe. Berasa balik lagi ke jaman SMP dimana dapet beruntai-untai kata narasi Bahasa Jawa dan harus dimengerti demi menjawab soal pertanyaan di bawahnya. Huf. Tapi gpp deh, pengalaman. Yg saya dapatkan adalah: PITADOS :) ♥

Csy!

Khkhkh. 

Foto waktu skype tadi pagi.

Nomnomnom.

She's not crazy, she's just insane. Can't wait to see her, she said she wants a wisata kuliner with me. Hahaha padahal dia sudah gendot! See u next year, Mbak Cisya! Jgn lupa pesanan oleh-oleh ku dari Jepang! Khihhihihihi.♥

*toyor*

Auauaugust!

Hei! How is it your vacation? Hope it's going great just like mine. Great here is not always having good times with your family, friends, boyfriend or what, but here i get the balance. It start from the boredom until it produces an imagination then bring in on a dream then it turns into a real happening. So here it is. Oh I have told you I love nature since I was in my childhood. I love trees, medium - high tall trees, so that I can climb it. That was my habit in my childhood, that leads my boyfriend say, it is my childhood habit (climbing trees, sprinting with boys, etc) established myself to be who I am now. Haha that's cruel, but it might be true, tho. Hahaha. Nah, this is what I got during my Auauaugust holiday!

On our way to see the waterfalls

Cibeuremum Waterfall

The 4th waterfall, we have to slip the stony path, that's so fantastically challenging!!!

Another stony path

With Sisca and Esi

Thank you Misa Alam 2012, you gave me chance to see the beauty of His nature! Feel so great.

The next day after having quality times with KMK UI family, I moved on to Bandung, there I met my elementary school Sendra and my JHS friend Inge ♥ They were so kind for accompanying me look around in Bandung. So kind of you mates, I'll never forget! Here the photos, but only with Inge, too bad I missed the photo session with Sendra and her Mom :(

Marcel, Inge, and Me :)

Thank you so much Marcel, Inge, Sendra, dan Tante. ♥♥♥

And also there I met Nico's cousins, they are Dika and her boyfriend Pam-pam, Mas Galeh and his girlfriend Mbak Tika. We went to Kawah Putih that takes 2 hours from Bandung. But thanks God it worth the raid, and the pain in the ass, literally, hahahahaha. 'Cause we were going there by motorcycle hahahahaa. Crazy trip but it's okay because I was got the raid by my le bf, hihihi ♥

 Hahaha and so many more stories. 

Liburan kali ini judulnya selo. Tapi itu pilihan, dgn segala resikonya. Siap nih menyambut semester 5 dengan segala hujan badai summer autumn nya, yuk mari cus. Terimakasih ya semuanya yang telah mengisi liburan! :D See you in other vacations ahead! ♥

As simple as that

A mate thought me to be more careful talking about love last night. He thought me everyday to play wise about information disclosure. A mate with something strong in his face, has the ability to jump me down and lift me back up again. As simple as that. I ask to the universe what's love motion? Why does it become a problem by no having problems in relationship? Khkhkh who cares. I am happy as simple as that.

Think Again

Kebebasan itu, omong kosong. #ThinkAgain

Muntilan

Haloooooooh! Jadi kemarin kami ber-delapan liburan berkualitas di Muntilan, 7-8 Juni 2012

These are not the best shots, the best ones are in Tante Buana's camera, but now she's doing anthropology research in Dieng and going back approximately one half month later. Humh. Since I couldn't wait to post some photos, so these the 'seadanya' photos.

Pardon if too many myself picts, is it bothering? I hope it's not :""""

So 'welcome' was welcoming us in front of the door, beneath our feet! We did some decorating activity, it was so sweet! Been a while not joking around with em.
 

 Yak. Agak centil sih dimaapin aja yak.

 

BBQ! Gak ada kipas jadi pake tutup panci, kan panjang akal.

Itu si yantimen udah mandi jadi semerbak mewangi, eh malah milih untuk ngipasin bbq-nya.

Bauk lagi lah -__-

Kayak gueh sm neza dong hahahahah

Meskipun obrolan kita agak beda dari dulu SMA

Namun hati kita tetap sama, lady la bonita (julukan dari si tante :3)

Happy banget bisa kentut bareng kalian. X

Besok mari kita lebih dari kentut bareng yuk!

Muahahahah, luv yu all with all my heart.

Settle Down

Masih, terkagum-kagum sama mbak kimbra asal australia ini. Tapi lihat beberapa interview videos Kimbra dengan berbagai acara entertainment dia terlihat lebih kurus dibandingkan official video-nya 'Cameo Lover' dan 'Settle Down', tapi keahliannya dalam meng-elaborasi penggunaan samplres dan loops semakin membuat dia tampil unik dan fantastically energic! Ditambah lagi dengan polesan funky make up dengan red lips color-nya itu  bikin dia terlihat effortlessly sexy. Mungkin bisa dijadikan referensi ini untuk para penyanyi Indonesia dengan menambah sentuhan teknologi, yaitu menggunakan music gadget untuk live performance. It will make you look simply sophisticatedly stunning :)

Triple-S

Dedicated to my nicodemus-prime who's sitting in front of the laptop

working hard on his thesis or every such a thing :)

Maapin kl lebay bgt. Wk

Tolong jelaskan padaku, tali pita!

Itu, kenapa ada tali pitanya? Itu, harus diikat di tangan banget? Itu, kenapa mereka gak gandengan sih? Jadi, mereka terikat, tapi gak bersatu, gitu? Atau, mereka bersatu, karena terikat, gitu? Atau mungkin mereka bersatu ya karena terikat? Tapi kok gak gandengan? Ini kalo mau dibahas bisa jadi paper nih. Dengan segenap hati foto ini saya nominasikan sebagai potret ter-gak-beres 2012. Tali pitanya itu lho, serem. Harus diiket di tangan dan difoto dan di-publish, banget?

A question.

Who are you? Who am I? Why or How?

You choose.

A question, does not always have one answer. It can be two, three, or maybe thousands.

Even a statement, can be determined by many interpretations.

Save those ridiculous questions, sissy, you will know the answer eventually. Someday. You only need a time. This's not time will give you an answer, but it will lead you to a knowledge. What's the point knowing that too early? When you know it gives you some pain in the ass.

It's funny the way you ask million questions to me. You desire a thing or what? Back off from that ambition. I tell you. Make a line.

I beg you to not take life too much serious. Taste it.

I beg you to be grateful for every single thing you got this far. Give thanks.

I beg you to stop complaining. Please. Release.

People said.

"Karena kehidupan rohani adalah tidak hanya lima hari ini, tapi kehidupanmu sehari-hari, itu adalah kehidupan rohani" - Romo Markus Yumartana. "Kan anak bungsu Papi sekarang ini ada dua, jadi ya gak heran" - Edmondus M. "Untuk apa kamu pulang? Memangnya kamu dokter, kalau kamu pulang Papi langsung sembuh, gitu?" - Fransiscus. H. A. "Tapi kamu ya gak boleh berani sama dia, dia itu ya mas mu." - Edmondus .M. "Punya adik perempuan satu-satunya kok bukannya diurusin, malah dimusuhin" - P.V.Linden. "Yaudah kalo gak mau diurusin" - Fransiscus.H.A. "Kamu itu kok aneh sih" - N.Novian.T. "Kita gak bisa protes ya?" - C.Kalinda.N. "Kalau gak berdarah, gak usah nangis, gembeng" - Yuliana. S. "Karena ketidaktahuan itu menyiksa" - N.Novian.T. "Secantik-cantiknya cewe di luar sana, kalau gua punya cewe nanti, pasti paling cantik ya cewe gua itu." - Y.B.S. "Gak usah bingung to, gini aja.." - Mobrik. "Aku tetep sayang padamuu" - M.A.Nareswari.

Jadi?

Coming Soon! Misa Alam 2012!

Hoo.

Hasil kebut sesore. Sudah lama ndak motoshop, ehehe.

Okesip! Nantikan event KMK UI teraduhai tahun ini

MISA ALAM 2012 wuohoooooooh!

Sine Vinne Servire

AMDG :)

In the middle of final exam.

This kind of thought. Hahahahaha.

Galaksi Kesadaran

In this daily routine you called life, kerap kali kedamaian terusik kegundahan. Karena sejatinya, kedamaian itu tidak pernah mengusik. Kegundahan yang sukanya mengusik. Lari kemana-mana, liar tidak berarah tanpa kendali. Terkadang, menyerang aspek yang tadinya kita sudah anggap matang dan aman. Bayangkan, betapa kegundahan itu dengan tidak sopannya sangat dapat mengganggu. In the other side, kedamaian itu, sesederhana itu indahnya. Dia tenang dan tidak banyak protes. Mau menerima dan bahkan bisa memberi lebih dari yang diharapkan. Permasalahannya, mau sampai dimana dan kapan kita hidup diiringi kegundahan? Sampai kamu punya stimultan yang tinggi atas kedamaian yang kamu punya itu. Kedamaian itu memang simple, yet not that easy to maintain. Satu-satunya yang bisa mengendalikan ego kamu dalam me-maintain kedamaian dan kegundahan itu, ya, dimensi pikiran dan perasaan kamu sendiri. Di luar itu, hanya sarana lain. Dan lagi-lagi mempan atau tidaknya sarana lain tersebut juga dikendalikan oleh dimensi pikiran dan perasaanmu itu tadi. Baik metode preventive maupun curative, semua formula-nya ada dalam nature diri kamu. Nah sekarang, kunci untuk membuka dimensi pola pikir yang di dalamnya ada kedamaian, kegundahan, keikhlasan, keterpurukan, dan berbagai ke-an yang lainnya, adalah antara lain, kesadaran. Yang memang, ‘kesadaran’ itu sendiri ada dalam kandungan ke-an yang saya maksud sebelumnya. Jadi, kesadaran yang ini seperti galaksi yang memiliki planet bernama ‘kesadaran’. Jelas, galaksi kesadaran lebih luas ruang lingkupnya dan punya idealisme konstitusional lebih saklek dibandingkan dengan planet kesadaran. Galaksi kesadaran itu yang membuat pengadaan sebuah konsep yang hanya kamu dan universe yang ada dalam dirimu yang paham. Selurus atau seberkelok-kelok apapun labirin yang kamu rancang, itu lah pemahamanmu, dirimu, galaksi kesadaranmu. Kalau sudah ada, kini genapi, dengan hati, dan berkolaborasilah dengan alat transportasi jiwamu, yaitu ragamu. Chin up! Jangan heran kalau nantinya konsep itu akan merombak persepsi sehingga melahirkan ekspresi berbeda. Bukan kamu yang salah, mereka juga tidak salah. Mungkin mereka saja yang belum sadar sedang hidup di dimensi galaksi kesadaran yang mana. Yang perlu diingat, berimajilah sebelum tetiba muncul diktator yang mengatasnamakan dirinya “Dewa Pembatas Imaji” di dunia ini. That’s it. 

Hei, masih ada banyak sekali benda langit di galaksi ini. Banyak juga planet yang belum kita bahas, akan hadir selanjutnya, entah kapan, mungkin saat ada meteor yang menyenggol planet tersebut. Seperti kali ini, satu planetku disenggol meteor! Beruntung komposisi planet di galaksiku adalah pencampuran ingredients yang aneh tapi lumayan mujarab untuk menyuburkan tanah dan menghidupkan pohon-pohon kerindangan untuk diriku sendiri. Hahaha. Enough.. I’m starting to be sick of these parables. Hahaha. 

Ciao!

Ada Namun Tak Berada

Aku sedang merindu, akan segala romansa yang tercipta dikala gerimis menyapa. Aku tercandu, akan senyum dan tawamu yang tercipta disaat kamu tergoda. Aku terpesona, akan segala pemikiran dan jawaban yang terucapkan dari bibirmu, disaat aku meragu. Namun aku bukanlah siapa, aku hanyalah ada, namun tak berada. Dan aku memilih untuk tidak menginginkan melainkan menjalani untuk melalui. Beginipun aku telah merasakan indah. Rasa inginku melebur, saat ku tahu kau sudah bahagia disana. Membuatku tak perlu lagi berpikir keras untuk membahagiakanmu. Tak bisa aku sembunyikan senyumku apabila hariku dipenuhi keberadaanmu, lagi. Namun kita tidak tahu, kita memang ada, namun keberadaannya hanya terdeteksi dihati masing-masing. Sejak dulu, kini, hingga mungkin nanti. Aku rindu.

I'm writing this in a train, it's raining cat and dog outside.

The idea of “I'll be angry later”

In the middle of crowded condition, a father and her daughter are visiting a woman that laying on the bed, she's comma. Time's counting down for her death. The doctors said they're really sorry for stopping the medicine, because It'd never help any better. The daughter was not really in a good relationship with her mom. She's having college in an expensive private college that leads her in a bad sexual intercourse instead. His father would her to say sorry to her mom before she's really 'gone'. But It took too hard for her to making it easy, because she know that while her Father working as a lawyer in other country, her mother was cheating on him. Until one day she went to the beach to play 'jetski' and got accident which lead her into her comma ight now.

Father keeps telling the daughter to say sorry for everything she's done. But again, she's giving up to try not to yell to her mother. And she finally say to her Father:
D: "I can't do this because I'm mad to her! How could I end this up by saying sorry for all the mistakes she's done beyond?"
F: "Just say sorry to her, for every mistakes you've done to her"
D: "Well..I can't. How could you be so forgiving, Dad? She cheated on you! You should be mad at her!"
F: "I'll be angry later, so now just say sorry to your mom"

After that the daughter finally say her sorry to the mother. And she's crying all the way home.

The point I got is a simple thing. I pick the sentence "I'll be angry later" is such a waow! How he holds out his anger just to let the things get done peacefully. But that sentence also have another state point, it depends on where your point of view see this thing. "I'll be angry later" could be considered as a vengeance by saving your energy to revenge today, but you'll give it in another chance. Yea, it could be like that. But, for me, the concept of holding out your anger by saying "I'll be angry later" is such a good idea to calm down. In a present, I have a positive hope, that It will work on me for calming down. Yea, "I'll be angry later" which means "Hopefully I would forget all these craps in the middle of holding out my anger until i-dont-know when, then forgive those things all the way"

Haha, hopefully :D
I'm sorry for the random post

Nice one.

Watch yout thoughts, for they become words. Watch your words, for become actions. Watch your actions, for they become habits. Watch your habits, for they become your character. And watch your character, for it becomes your destiny. What we think, we become.

— Margareth's Father, Iron Lady

Paradise

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach so
She ran away in her sleep
and dreamed of
Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise
Every time she closed her eyes

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
and the bullets catch in her teeth
Life goes on, it gets so heavy
The wheel breaks the butterfly
Every tear a waterfall
In the night the stormy night she'll close her eyes
In the night the stormy night away she'd fly

Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise

--

A day with Baba, Cici, Koko.

Since Baba named the folder of our photos is 'Jakarta Vacation'

Feb 13th 2012

Cap Go Meh Celebration

Me and Baba

In between Melv and Cath

They are really cute

Aren't they very cute? ENVY!

Lapo, felt so full of foods and sins LOL

Obsessed with some half-face-picture

Baba did.

Thank you Yones, Melvin, Cath <3

Note to self

Nothing tortures me harder than finding my loved ones dissapointed by what I did to them. To be honest, I'm so afraid telling things that I know It's just gonna make them happy for a little while, with knowing that It might be hurt them in the end. But in some condition people tend to do that, they had to do that. The question is why the fuck they would to do it?

People crave happiness, for their itself.
But people here in this earth, have so many different definitions of that 'happiness'. One I ever found is they called it happiness when they know the other people were far left behind, so they could achieve what they want, freely. I really beg to God to keep us out from all of hypocrisy, greed, and dishonesty.

GODDDDD..