For every stupid shout it's thoughtless word that makes you doubt me

I've seen u since
Take all I say never react
I had to say most of it
I promised I'll be nice from now on

Hide it in every little chance I seem to hurt u
Hide me from everything I do that makes u doubt me
Hide it in every little chance I seem to hurt u
Hide me from everything I do that makes u doubt me

For all I try to say I shy away
I seem to hurt you
For every stupid shout it's thoughtless word
That makes you doubt me

Pa pa pa pa... most... I promise I'll be nice from now on
For every stupid shout it's thougtless word
O I love u... sure, I love u... o I love u... sure, I love u
For all I try to say I shy away
I seem to hurt you
For every stupid shout it's thoughtless word
That makes you doubt me

Pa pa pa pa
For all I try to say I shy away
For every stupid shout it's thoughtless word
Hide it in every little chance I seem to hurt u
Hide me from everything I do that makes u doubt me

They say bad beginnings make happy endings ☺

Let the raindrops the air and strongly fall to the ground, because that's when they're gonna start their circulation. And if you're now standing in the seashore, you feel your feet are wet with some sands sticked on it. Then when you look ahead, you'll see an extremely wide blue field, which is the ocean. Look above, until you realize you're standing beneath the amazing sky. Listen to the wave, the bird's tweet, the windy air. You're accompanied by them, even you don't really care. Just like what I feel now. Feeling heartless, careless, mm. I do believe that everything will be healed by itself, all depend on you, the key is your behavior. Time goes by, then you'll find the belated right time to realize what you have before and what you surprisingly have now. Exactly, firstly you feel very stupid, why do you have to realize now? Because sometimes people just can realize what they have, when it's gone already. Weird and irritating.

I don't know.. I think I'm about to re-construct my mindset. I want it set mature and responsible. I will more listen what my daddy says, and totally do what my daddy wants. OMG. I'm in danger. Are you guys doing the same with me? Frankly, I feel afraid because what I've been striving now, what I've been running for now, It's only for my daddy, well.... I'd be nicer if I write "It's only for my family" Ha. I really have no idea, what would my life be, if there's my dad in my back. GROOOOK knp mellow!!!! *skip* Ahhh I don't want expect much, It'll got me lazy and childish. Ouch no waaaaay, kid. I am seventeen now. Have to be better each day, yeay yeay ☺

I am on the threshold of some brighter thing

I’ve got to get out of whatever I’m in
Find a point with my way back to the beginning
I’ve had it up to here with being nowhere near
I’m through with making do, I’m cutting to a point that’s new

‘Cos I am on the threshold of some brighter thing
Not many understand that all I wanna do is sing
My words hold me in place, they help to keep me safe
Push my back against the wall and catch me, if I fall
Catch me, if I fall

With the sun in my eyes and the world at my feet
My love’s in the music, the music’s in me…..

"It's a different day everyday
Don't want you to walk alone
But how can we carry on
When all of these things have gone"