What you need to do is to take a peek the unseen path

"Dear life, when I said can my day get any worse, it was a rhetorical question not a challange"

Tsk. I've been feeling so effin ergh these lately days. Those family complexity, GPA's jump down, ego management then many more problems are completely driving me nuts. I unlike being contamined, because I know I could not have been poisoned by their theories. Well, what my sister say was totally right "Kamu harus ambil sikap, dek" Fuh, somehow It's just too hard for me. Bold this, that hard. Choosing what you have to choose and what you should tolerate to others is far too complex for me to decide. Omg I know that I'm not a little girl anymore, I should be more individualist just like my seniors taught me. How they convince me that you'll be drowning deep down there if you're not brave to choose being that individualist which I translate that as a crazy thing called OBSESSION! *long-exhale*

Okay, back to the point. I still find it hard to spell what inside my mind. HAH! I know they're so curious about what they want to hear, but guys, please I really don't mean to hide a thing. I just don't know how, I'm too afraid, too shy to admit that I'm that mixed-up so far. But wait a second, though I'm not telling a thing, but at least I'm keeping the force, I try to swim under water just like duck, their feet are paddling but it's just unseen. Okay, maybe that's the nearest parable.

I'll strive more henceforward. I'll learn more for you, for us and for everyone who love me. God, bless me..